At our childbirth class we had to go around and introduce ourselves. We were supposed to say how far along we were, whether we were having a boy or a girl, and choose one word to sum up the pregnancy so far. The three people before me said things like, "easy," "uneventful," and "exciting."
It got to me and I wasn't really sure what to say...so it came out something like "anxious" which really doesn't make sense. So, here are words I would have chosen instead:
surreal - I still have a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact there is a human in me!
happy - I could not be more excited and thrilled.
spiritual - I have become FAR more spiritual during this whole thing, for a variety of reasons. I really feel like I have some special people watching over me and Logan, and having faith helps keep my anxiety in check a bit.
funny - I laugh about things a lot. How can it not be funny when you watch your tummy move from the outside?
I'm not going to put worrisome, even though I've been worried about a variety of things the entire time. I still have a million worries, but I'm trying hard to rationalize those thoughts before they get me too worked up. Easier said than done!
In other news, the elliptical workouts may be coming to an end soon. With Logan getting bigger and his head jamming into my ribs, I just don't have the lung capacity I used to, so it's getting a bit harder. I couldn't keep my heart rate under 140 today, which is where it needs to stay, so I may be switching to walking from this point on. I'm going to give it one more try and make a decision then. I really think when school starts up full blast with students again the workouts are going to decrease greatly, I'm going to be worn out at the end of the day. I'm going to give myself credit for how awesome the working out has gone so far, and just see what happens. During a normal school year dealing with new first graders is hard - they are SO needy and are really still kindergarteners. So, it's going to be a bit more difficult 8 and 9 months pregnant!